Os

Yesterday was plain traumatizing. I was so horrified. But the worst thing was that ppl still said" congrats" to me. Thats like so ironic. The school should just put the 6-pointers' name on the screen. Why? Because getting straight distinctions doesn't mean anything.

Today's self-healing day. I'm trying to think positive and stuff but i'm still upset. I'll just cry at the thought of results. My parents are disappointed ( i think) and i feel damn ashamed of my results.

I thank those who were with me yesterday i.e Yien, Ivy, Wanyu, and Mrs Tan. I thank Boyi too for his concern. I thank all my teachers for their coaching, esp Ms Chng. My english has improved tremendously and it all attributed to Ms chng's efforts in guiding me along.

Wonderful classmates

Just in case you're a noob, Os are to be released on thurs @ 2pm.

ODD COMBINATIONS. shermain is darn funny.

Indian dancers with In-Y

Yu rui, Eve, Rasyidah, In-Y, Mindy and yours truly

Vidhya!

And lastly, spastic Guo yuxiao. lol.

:] i hope all these dont fade into memories.

Photos: sch+sat gatherings

I am genius man!

THE SOCK

I just cant stop laughing. Shermain's superrr hilarious & cute:]]

OUTING WITH NANHUARIANS

Xua looks like a seh ah pei.

LALALALALALA.

NJC

Something's wrong with blogger and i CANT post any photos. oh well!

I have some 200 photos to blog and please, i am not blogging all. There's my OG random photos, OG outing photos, outing with piggy company photos and outing with CCA frens photos. Overwhelming.

I love NJ. I love my class. I adore the piggy company whom we went to seoul garden yst. I aime my CCA frens who bought me a lychee birthday cake which doesnt really taste like lychee with candles on it. LOL.

In conclusion, Yesterday was simply GREAT:]]

Some weeks ago, i was upset that i couldnt get into HCI. Some weeks ago, i was upset that i didnt have much frens in NJ. Some weeks ago, i was upset that life is god stressful in JC. BUT now, all i wish is to stay in NJ and with my fellow OG frens till A lvls are gone. The bond is there now and i pray for it to stay and not be broken. NJ really rocks:]]!

I LOVE LIWANYU!

ohohohohoh! the piggy company may be crashing nj! WAHAHAHA. so fun!

JUNIOR COLLEGE

ehhh... i am adapting to jc life, which is much much faster that i have expected myself to do so. HAW HAW.

First 2 days of orientation were simply talks,talks and more talks. SIAN. haw haw. All the talks make me feel SO SO SO STRESSED:[[ Even kia ngee and zhiyun agreed. HOWEVER, today's CCA carnival and MASS DANCE were SO SO SO FUN. hawhaw.

I adored njc's CCA, so many varieties!! So basically, i'm gonna try all interested CCAs for PAE 1st:: Squash, INDIAN DANCE( i aime it man), harmonica band, guitar band, interact club, sci&tech club... HAW HAW....

I have made new friends like kee cheng, weiwen(we loved exactly the same CCAs), Audrey, Fiona, Charmian, Pauline, wanying.... the list goes on. BUT I still missed the piggy company and old friends super superr badly. Wy smsed me this morning that she fell down or smth (which i assumed was during the orientation) and she still have to complete it. Plus tmr is my bdae and the JJC-ians are still having orientation:[[ However, so so fortunately, i have my parents and PRISCILLA a.k.a my dear dear husky to celebrate with me. Millions of thanks to prissie who rmbed my bdae and was willing to lend a listening ear whilst i was busy grumbling and feeling upset over the stressful JC life. Papa and moma have celebrated my bdae with me @ Ah yat Seafood restaurant, turf city today. Gonna go out with husky tmr.

5 more days of orientation....

Mr bean says: happy NEW year!

New year celebration was with parents @ bowling centre! Yst morning went shopping with momma and arrived home @ 8pm~. At 1st i wanna join lifeng and peeps for countdown @ esplande but i was really too tired. @10pm, i was suddenly full of energy and the family went bowling. The centre was really BURSTING with ppl! All the lanes were full but luckily dad was a member and we got the priority. Everyone got a GOODIE BAG. HAW HAW. I GOT 4. Everywhere was children's laughter, balloons and cheers. @ 1159pm, the staff off the lights and we began countdown. WHAT A DIFFERENT experience. HAW HAW.

@1159pm....

The cleaners are gonna have a hard time cleaning up! HAW HAW



HAW HAW





As i scanned thru' some blogs, i realised that many ppl reflected on the past year happenings. However, i don't look back, i look ahead. Notice that i bold the NEW. Hence, i hope everyone would xiang qian kan and not kept wallowing in the past.

I finally realised that what i am hankering after in life is not material desires. I often complained to my mom that i have no handbags to bring out because 1) my Sembonia looked so worn out because mom carried it to the market, 2) my Tocco is too mature, and 3) my Fion is too small. However, at the instance when mum bought the Guess bag for me yst, I dont feel good at all. Instead i feel guilty, sinful, and insensible cos' I just splurged. Splurged= Buying things that you want and not need. I dont really know how to describe that kind of feelings but i dont feel good. Although i claimed that i want a Gucci bag, i doubt i really want it. It is probably due to liwanyu's rattling and pictures that how beautiful a Gucci bag is. However, i am glad that i didnt lose my goal in life. I bear in mind all the time. That dream of mine, i will make it come true.