A horrible day

I think the almighty is making jokes out of me. today is the worst day of the year and today is the prelim paper 1. talking of that, i felt like crying again.

1st joke: yst night i thought chinese compo will be tested 1st and i ended up studying for the chinese compo for almost the entire night. yes, i had cleanly forgotten abt the change in timetable. i reached sch only to find out from huiyi that English will be tested 1st. i was left in a state of frenzy and had to make use of less than half an hour to study the formats and stuff. i was almost certain that the paper 1 will be a disaster. But to my amazement, the paper isn't too difficult. and well, i could do. maybe not that well, but i think i can clinch a B3.

2nd joke: after studying for the entire night and during the 1-hour break, i was confident that i would score for chinese, when i saw the paper, i was thinking that it's do-able. but i end up writing out of point for my narrative. yes. i am not kidding anyone. my compo might have been well-written if not for the fact that i had to sum up the whole story in a few lines as i did not have sufficient time. the conclusion was the most important part of the compo and i totally screwed it up. at the moment of handling the paper, i could almost feel the tears tugging at my eyelids. it is traumatising. i had never need to worry about writing out of point or anything for chinese. besides i had study for it. it's the worst thing that such situation occured to me. the worst out of the worst is that the last thing you should do is to write out-of-point for a narrative. and i made the mistake. it's prelims.

and people, if you are reading this, please don't tell me stuff like "aiyah, you won't fail one", it just make me feel worse. i can understand the situation of my compo better than anyone else. i am truly grateful to that female invigilator and mr yeo for feigning ignorance when i finished my last sentence whilst they were waiting to collect my paper.
but i am even more grateful to emmo. whilst i was crying so badly after leaving the classroom, she was able to calm me down. she's my soulmate. everytime i felt upset the 1st thing i would want to do is to talk to her. she' not someone good with words, but i just felt calmer seeing her. and the irony is she had screwed up her conclusion for the newsreport when the female invigilator shouted in front of her. i laughed when she told me that.

i had been praying for the chinese paper to be easier than paper so that i can get an A1 for language. so what's now? flunking my chinese and not confident for eng( i had not get an A for eng in my 4 years in nanhua). disaster.

i am supposed to post the photos of chow to entertain wanyu. but i seriously need a break. all that happen today had drained whatever in me. i just cant believe it.

tomorrow's teachers day. i am buying mrs tan the hallmark cosmetic box from precious thoughts by myself. it is expensive but she's my favourite teacher in nanhua. sharing miss chng's with xua.